I’ve been here in California with Doug for a week. I’m heading back home tomorrow. I really wish I didn’t have to go. I love all the time we spend together. I love the cuddles and kisses and intimacy. Doug has surprised me on so many levels with how sweet, caring and considerate he’s been. I’m going to be honest and admit that I didn’t know he had this in him. As I’m sure it’s been noted before, he’s always kept me at arm’s length. Apparently to keep the friendship separated from romance.
But now we have romance. And I’m extremely happy with how it’s going so far. We’re so comfortable around each other due to our long friendship, we could move in together tomorrow and do just fine, I think. I told my BFF yesterday that I really think Doug could be the one. Nothing has ever felt this natural before. I mean, it could just be all the relationship experience I have catching up with me but you’ll have to forgive me if I don’t believe that. I think it’s us. I think we just work well together.
We shall see though. This is only the beginning.