I’ve met someone.

And it’s crazy how it just… fell in my lap.

Matt just appeared out of thin air. We spent hours and hours talking. For the last few days. I’m really starting to think this will go somewhere. And that scares me. Despite how wonderful these last few days have been, inside I still want to die. I’m scared he’s gonna see all that’s wrong with me and walk away.

Do I finally feel some hope?