Another Reading

So, I did a tarot reading on myself last night.

I did it with a specific question in mind but I won’t talk about that here.  Anyone who knows tarot will know exactly what I was thinking when I did the spread.


How this is supposed to be read:

Read cards 1, 3, & 5 first.  Then read cards 2, 4, & 6.  Then read cards 3, Base, and 4 together as this reveals your position now.  Then read cards 7, 8, & 9 for the outcome and to discover where the relationship could go.

Anyone out there read tarot?  Anyone out there want to give me their take on this reading?  If I read this correctly, then it’s coming out the same way the last reading went when my BFF gave me a reading.  And that gives me a headache.  Everything that is happening right now, in this moment, is telling me that these readings are completely wrong.  But multiple readings?  With the same or similar outcomes?

I just don’t know.