I give up on Doug.

I’ll never measure up to whatever his expectations are.

I’m too old to fuck with this shit.  So, Astra is moving on.  Whether it’s alone or not.  Either way, it’s time to move past this level of bullshit.

In case you’re wondering, no, he hasn’t pissed me off or hurt my feelings.  I just realized that I’m wasting my time.  Sure, it’ll hurt for a bit but as I’ve repeatedly shown myself, I’ll get over it.