Katelyn Nicole Davis

I watched the Katelyn Nicole Davis video today.  All 45 minutes of it.

It makes me sad to see such a young girl suffering.  She was only 12.  I’m even angry.  I’m angry that a 12 year old girl has more strength in her to take her life than I do in my 30+ years.  But I understand what she was going through.  I hurt all the time.  My head, my heart, my body… everything.  Everything hurts.  All I want is for it to stop.  I’ve tried medications.  I’ve tried distractions.  Yet, I still hurt.  All the time.

Maybe soon I’ll join her.  Too bad there isn’t an afterlife.  I’d like meet her and hug her and tell her it’s all over now.  No one can hurt you anymore.